chahat: EVENTUALLY….

chahat: EVENTUALLY….: SHE SAID that I love the way he loves me , hugs me scolds me that warmth makes everything so easy that life seems lovable, it is wen ev...

EVENTUALLY….

SHE SAID that I love the way he loves me , hugs me scolds me that warmth makes everything so easy that life seems lovable, it is wen every second I want to capture I wish that second be the longest moment ….it all differs in every aspect ….to sum it is madness which is beyond extremes….to sum madness exist within extremes….experiences, instances, are different for everyone and  so this feeling .i have felt that kind of passion that aggression that desire that eagerness that madness which is so beautiful that it s difficult to express in words…but I’m scared of the pain that agony that level of acceptance of sumone else In ma life…it interrogates that will that emotion will ever go beyond that extremes….he is noone but still he is sumone…..i want to dance in the rain ….drive to the highest speed…drink like insane…..act like sumone whose real but ……don’t know wats stopping me …..i’m afraid….will I be the same of who I m 2day…is it justifiable? will the twist and turns change things? or the feelings within me …will that meaning of life be the same …..i ve been occupied with many errands but still that contemplation is on and on , she says that things eventually fall in line…and very soon we all be in  the que..