I waited 4 this almost 3 months…thinking f every extreme ..rising beyond my own potentials….and bravo!!!! I discovered sumthing new everytme…..knowing wat s made for m and wat nt???….things seem to be so haphazard so messed up…and even at this point f time which actually makes no sense I suppose…but still that ocean f thoughts is as if never wanting to cum to an end….she said that we need to talk….may be l’ll feel better..but I insisted that no I really dunt think that things will work …this change is so so so unexpected…..that one end f m liking t the other end I dislike t….may be that sip of kingfisher can really help and ….that 5 min after drink things seem so simple ….that complications anyways take a back seat ….but wat after 5 min…and till wen….it has been one month frm now….that confusions…turmoils, have nt cme to an end….really want to decide….that 4 how long will have to face the same situation again and again…..want to explore sumthing new…sumthing never heard f …8 hours is a blend f those feelings..were each second seems so easy and another second even surviving gets so difficult ….that I feel so struck so frustrated that things start cuming to an end 4 that second….i was aware of the new beginnings..but this all wud be so abrupt ….that its difficult to even figure out….before I wud make an attempt to comprehend every things vanishes within seconds….and the changes seem undiscovered ?
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