Some days back my frend said that some element is missing ..m not the same ...but i ignored and at the othe r end agreed to the fact ....just didnt wanted to reveal..and same thing repeated the other day while travelling via metro....i was in his cabin and he explained that a wrong decision can completely ruin you ...and making a new start is really not easy....i' m angry , m frustrated, helpless at times ..this world is not acceptable , pple are not acceptable, "is this really not meant for me"? its all about involvement about the determination if yes....then what is lacking.... this perplexity is not willing to leave me .....feeling like getting drunked till extreme .... wants to be completely blank ..even that cup of coffee fails to make over things back my way .....getting wet in the rain ...is not my desire these days...not willing to accept the change.....dont know wen will things be on track the way i want them ....hane always accepted everything with both hands what life has to really offer but this time ...life seems to be unjustifiable...recognition, appreciations, applauses, praises are not cuming my way ....i'm a free bird and dont want to loose my independence....dunt want to be in prison of sumone elses desire.....feels so lonely
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