WORTH ......

M not in love with this morning .....m disturbed. with  many things around.. what is right and what is wrong sometimes gets really difficult to decide on..she said this is right time to disclose ...but wat if  my wish is not granted ......every time there is   an urge a desperation  to see, to feel, to hear, to love, to admire, to adore, ...and to live every emotion to every extreme. last night cud not sleep well..is it all about being explanatory at all points of time...every thing was damn spontaneous that didnt even gave thought that the situation wud actually be so messed up ...different pple with different perceptions..I will not enter  until i feel your damn fragrance was the thought last night ....it felt ...as if i really dunt want to be cared for..." strange... it is actully wired to be feeling like this"..  .....really dunt want to explain everything to everyone...it felt as if he is no were ...".but how to explain his WORTH" was the fault really that big that it is not pardonable...or things are like that .....there is constant fear of abandoning that expression...making everything incomplete...as this note is ....want to express but m speechless.....this silence is being the most trusted partner as of now....